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Its a update ladies and Gentlemen [Nov. 30th, 2005|04:19 pm]
[Current Mood | naughty]
[Current Music |Panic! at the Disco- I Write Sins Not Tradegies]

So everything is going really well!!!!

I've been out of school for the past two days with an unexplained back injury.(sex accident)

And I miss all of you...especially you....you know who you are.

If we haven't spoken I a while hit me up with a comment or attack me on im(jesterj1490)

peace, Love....
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AAAHHHHH [Aug. 3rd, 2005|09:58 pm]
[Current Mood | optimistic...kinda]
[Current Music |School bells (even though its more like a really long beep)]

I DON"T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!

I don't even know whos going to what school...god I hope this year goes better then last year.

trisha, you best be trying out for the musical this year!!!

Well I'll see you guys tommarrow...early...in the morning....not in the afternoon...I ALREADY MISS SLEEPING IN!!!!!
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Home From a Magical wonderland... [Jul. 17th, 2005|06:46 pm]
[Current Mood | dirty]
[Current Music |Buckle Up My Seatbelt by Barney and His Playground Gangsta's]

Today I went to this mysterous place, I have been there befor. It is a place of mass confusion and huge savings. The place looks as if it is a warehouse, yet you can purchase things like soft pretzles and an entire crate of COCO PUFFS for only five dollars. This "land of savings" as I like to call it; is in the realm of daytona. This place is called...

SAMS CLUB....O.k fine this was just another boring day of shopping, buying items at prices rolled-back father then the eye could see, but whatever.

Anyone got any ideas to get together this week, like maybe I'll do a pool party thing, comment and tell me which day out of wednesday to friday is best or worst for you guys and we'll set some shit up.

luv to my dogs in the pound.
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Bizzle Back From Outa Stizzle State. [Jul. 16th, 2005|12:49 pm]
[Current Mood | YA PENSIL]
[Current Music |Kate - Ben Folds Five]

I realized a few things while I was away. Florida sucks for pretty much two main reasons.

1. No Waterfalls, No places to whitewater raft(ssssssoooooo much fun)

2. FLORIDA IS SSSSSOOOOOO FFFFUUUCCKKKKKKKING HHOOOOOOTTTTTTTT and HUMID...And I don't mean in a good way like (black man voice) DDDDDAAAAAMMMMNNNNN THAT CHICK IS HOT, i mean like as you walk on the side walk bare foot your flesh begins to melt, then to save yourself you jump into a that the sun has turned into the liquid magma from the first terminator movie!!! kind of hot.

But its good to be back, bowling tonight...give me a buzz you know my number, however if Im online I won't be picking up but persitatant, I'm worth it.

ooooo quick note, I saw Jessica at La Hasieneessnedaddenendseaeda...or however it is you spell the name of that one place...anyway we made fun of the clearly gay waiter and She Locked Bobbie in the bathroom.....aaaahhh good times.

much love.
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Holy Shit...Is justin updating his Journal, Ya thats right BITCHES [Jul. 7th, 2005|11:34 pm]
[Current Mood | what thu fuk]
[Current Music |Family Guy theme]

Man I haven't seen anyone in a long time...Shea doesn't really count...I mean like RRREEEEEAAAAALLLLL people. I miss everyone.

Im going to THE NC BABY for a week and do some white water rafting befor hurricane lays siege to the rivers and streams where I grew up, raised by savages in the woods and trained to kill Conservative Republicans on sight..........oh sorry.

Anyway point of the story. I get back next fridays so I was wondering if anyone is up for bowling on saturday which ends up being like the 16th. One of my cousins from Bobbies side just moved down here from out of state and will be going to Man-tanzas next year so not only does she not know anyone down here but she is going to miss the first week of school, so I thought i would do the good guy thing and introduce her to some of palm coasts finest...so naturally t-ram you won't be invited, jk girlfriend...i mean...man gggrrrrr.

When I get back I'll figure what time this shit is going down and expect you guys to be there.

much luv
I miss you guys, I'm going to be updating more often hopefully and I'll be loading up a my space soon, so holla back at ya boy.
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Can RelientK be any cooler??? [Feb. 6th, 2005|02:27 pm]
[Current Mood | high on RelientK]
[Current Music |Ziggy Stardust-David Bowie]

Saturday I went to the first K concert since MMHMM came out I was friggin' awsome. I got a wristband and a shirt signed by Matt and while he signed it he was talking to me and called me.......BRO!!! Ya thats right he considers me his brother. Anyway, Mae was pretty cool too. Relient K played "A pennyloafer saved, is a pennyloafer earned" and John, Shea, Megan, Katie, and I were like the only ones who knew the words, so naturally we sang it really loud so that our superior RelientK-ness. Ya, that was all i got say.

love to you guys.
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Ya Retroness!!! [Jan. 23rd, 2005|04:24 pm]
[Current Mood | chipper]
[Current Music |Life Is A Lemon And I Want My Money Back by Meat Loaf]

i went skating with Shea, Eric, Matt W., Ellie, #2, John and Megan birney, Katie, and Mrs. birney. That was the best time i've had in a while. Some skating, DDR, KR, and street fighter, made it a classic weekend. I hope this week and school goes both well and fast for everyone, me strongly included. I'm at my dads this weekend so if you guys want to do something then you need to speak soon.

when I go to college, i think im going to be a bartender......i have know idea why, but I think that would be cool. i love mixing drinks, so why not make money doing it???

much love all out there.
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How do you want it??? [Jan. 19th, 2005|08:14 pm]
[Current Mood | touched]
[Current Music |Don't Stop Till You Get Enough-Micheal Jackson]

Man its a cold world out there. It makes you want to have someone to shield you from it.

but then you realize that person is hard to find....I find the key is let them come to you, then again so far that hasn't worked out to well so far.

anyway, I hate coach Casey, we had to run in the cold to and all she did the whole time was be a pain in the ass with her effing megaphone. Mrs. Whitt is out for the next two days, so we get to watch "The Day After Tomarrow".

Im really proud of my step-dad, most of you don't know this but Bobbie dropped out of high when he was 17. On thursday he will be graduating at our high, he worked really hard to get his GED. So that makes me happy :).

I love you guys
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What the Hell??? [Jan. 16th, 2005|07:47 pm]
[Current Mood | angry]
[Current Music |Space Oddity- David Bowie]

I am both happy and very pissed. Happy because I went to the mall and bought a "vote for pedro" wristband and a "rock the arts" band at hot topics. And a Playboy Belt from spencer's, so that made me happy.

But as always parents have to step in and screw everything up. My mom was a TOTAL BITCH!!! First of on thursday I found the coolest earring, but my mom would let me get it,its not like she had to pay for the shit. Then this mourning I called her from my dads to ask if I can go to erics house from my dads to spend the night, but instead she's all "I'm gonna be a whore and ruin everything" (exact quote, mind you)

Everyone always says that my mom is so cool, if you really want her you can have her..............

...I have never been this angry at my mom, and it upsets me.....damn it...
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HAPPY new year??? [Jan. 1st, 2005|07:56 pm]
I went to the Ocala for the night with my cousins and we went bowling from like 9 to 1. Two of the guys that were there, had thier girlfriends with them and made-out profusly at 12:00.This made me feel sad and lonely....but whatever, the New Year could still be good!!!!

Does the fact that I don't have a girlfriend and want one so bad make me shallow or needy...neither of which is good, but however their may still be a resolution to that issue. Is there is someone right now that I am seriouly considering asking out....ya I know I say that alot and never do, but thas my shyness...and yes I can be very shy.

anyway. I am going to try to make it a point to personally make my own and everyone else new year a good one. If everyone had that same attitude, would the world be a better place. Well, i am going to try to make that my state of mind for the year.

"If you were me you might understand, on the threshold of wanting to be a man. Guided by not what he feels, but what he feels he should feel, And I feel that I..." that is a small piece of the song I started to right over brake, I feel very accomplished, because this is the first song that Ihave written in which the music and lyrics do not suck like...the gators...which reminds me.

GATORS LOST THIER BOWL GAME THE NOLES WON OURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAAA

much love
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Meaningful??? [Dec. 30th, 2004|08:01 pm]
[Current Mood | being me]
[Current Music |the sound of the opening of my early b-day presents]

The Brave:

Those that take life as it comes, head on and unflinching. Secure enough in themselves to take the dive. good or bad. These are the leaders of lifes little game. The Brave.

The Cautious:

Those that see things, all things, and wonders what it could do to them. Afraid to take a step with checking the stablity of the ground below. Insecure about who they are and what it is posible for them to do, those that never realize their full potential. The Cautious.

THE BRAVE MAY NOT LIVE AS LONG AS THE CAUTIOUS, BUT THE CAUTIOUS NEVER REALLY LIVE AT ALL...

Take this lesson to heart find out where you stand in this world and learn what you are capable of by simply...trying.

much love
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Its over??? [Dec. 21st, 2004|02:02 pm]
[Current Mood | accomplished]
[Current Music |SCHOOLS OUT FOR CHRISTMAS...I MEAN SUMMER...that didn't work]

OMG it just dawned on me, I MADE IT THROUGH THE FIRST TERM OF HIGH SCHOOL LIVE!!!

I think I did well on my Couch final, I'm so happy I never have to see her again!!! Now it is time to prepare to lounge about for the next few week with my new XBOX AND THEN... a whole nother quarter to get throught..........damn.

Thank you guys for not allowing me to kill myself so far this year!!!

much love...unless I hate you....
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MY PENIS!!!! [Dec. 20th, 2004|08:06 am]
[Current Mood | amused]
[Current Music |School...nuff said]

Your Penis Name is: Darth Vader


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Are you really that bored???? [Dec. 9th, 2004|07:15 am]
[Current Mood | tired]
[Current Music |School....nuff said....]

The answer is yes....



You Are the Individualist



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You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.

You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.

You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.

Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.




I think that fits me welll...don't you???
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Aria??? [Dec. 8th, 2004|08:22 am]
[Current Mood | giving head...I mean distress]
[Current Music |Strong Bad Montages]

Im gonna try out aria's poetic styling...

Froggy is Orangey,
And juice-hop,
moo moo, moo moo....
moo

*Its a cold battlefield out there, gurl......*


In case you don't remember that is just one of the many great poems shea and i made up in middle school here is another...

Pork
You eat it with a fork.
And your a dork,
if you don't like pork...
Unless your a vegitarian. *bows* Thank you all so much *bows needlessly 30-or-so more times.

much love
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Justin??? [Dec. 7th, 2004|07:10 pm]
[Current Mood | distressed]
[Current Music |The movie "Days of Thunder" playing the background]

What the hell is wrong with me...Im losen' it. All of a sudden I can do monologues, I get nervous on stage when auditioning, I get cast as someone with no lines!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

as you well know acting is something that I deeply care about. Acting has always been the one thing that I was so good at, that it might get me somewhere someday. Sure there are a bunch of actors out there that say that, but when it comes to acting I have this drive that I don't have in anything else. However here lately I can't audition to save my life!!!!!

Maybe I was just making too much of myself, I have been resting on the fact that in the past I have done some good things on stage, but now its time to get refocused...Ya I know this just seems like me whinning about something really unimportant, but to me acting is what I do (that and tennis...Im really geeky, I know)So ya, from now on I back in the game so next year watch out john birney and others (not including Jamie or Ian).

this update made me look like a loser theatre geek with no life, that plays tennis....well thats just not true..... Im a COOOOLLLLL loser theatre geek with no life, that plays tennis SO THERE!!!!!

Love you guys
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If I were??? [Dec. 3rd, 2004|08:21 am]
[Current Mood | blah]
[Current Music |The quiet tapping of keyboard-keys]

I have no idea why I put that as my subject. Im in Ms.Tomko's class and it is really boring.

I really wish I had something to update about, you know, something insightful, but this is the best I got.

THINK for a second about everything you do during your day. Think about all the things you hold dearly, your "popular" friends, clothes, the ideals that make people cool. And just stop for one second worrying about all that shit. What do you have??? We are here on this earth for a very short time and we need to live this time to its fullest, so why worry yourself sooooo much about being cool that you have a nervous breakdown.

*So I ask you for one day...wear clothes that don't make you look cool...talk to your true friends, not just the ones that are of high-social-status...don't put people down becuase they do these things, everyday......*

Comment

much love
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Its begging to look a lot like Christmas??? [Nov. 27th, 2004|10:12 am]
[Current Mood | frazzle-mcdazzled]
[Current Music |Relent K- Who I am hates who I've been]

Today I have to put up christmas lights with my dad, which means me up on a ladder with nothing but my feable-minded bother to support me, which clearly means I my be spending christmas in Ormand Memorial. I like putting up christmas lights, however my dad takes it a bit to seriouly. He actually has a drawn up plan of the home to include this yule-tide decor for the next month.

HAve ooddles of hw to do today...maybe this time I'll actually make an attempt at doing it...then again probably.

You guys I really want what ellie has...billy...I mean a relationship, Im feeling sort of alone as of late, and done know why. On that same token my last relationship didn't got to well thanks to me running my mouth so Im also a bit afraid to try it again, yet.

I've got a bunch of thoughts in my head but can really seem to make them out right now so I'll have to update again later.

much love.

p.s. comment on my three questions update...
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Questions??? [Nov. 26th, 2004|10:07 pm]
[Current Mood | contemplative]
[Current Music |Relient K- Be My Escape]

Ya i've updated a lot but I means a lot to me to have other people know how I feel, and I want to know how they are feeling...

so

ask me any three questions and I sware I will answer them honestly, ether on my journal, or to you personally.

much love
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(no subject) [Nov. 26th, 2004|10:02 pm]
[Current Mood | angry]
[Current Music |PUNCHING COMPUTER FOR KILLING THE SPACING]

THE COMPUTER MESSED UP MY SPACING ON THE LAST ENTRY SORRY, BUT YOU ARE STILL OBLIGATIDATE TO READ IT!!!!

MUCH LOVE
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